A Father’s Worry

A cool wind whistled at the cabin’s window. At least marching will be pleasant, Benjamin thought, slinging his musket over his shoulder. “Come, Anna, girls; Onkel Martin is waiting for us.”

Martin lived near Drapers Meadow; his wife Anna and the children would be safe there while he was gone. They would have to hurry, though, to get there by sunrise.

They’d traveled the twenty miles so often—every Sunday since moving to Virginia—that his horse required little guidance; he gave Zelter his head and took the opportunity to study his family in the moonlight: Anna, bundled in furs and blankets as if winter already raged; little Lizzie and Eve, their drowsy heads bobbing with each of Zelter’s foot falls. Somewhere under all Anna’s furs was his son, still so tiny that he was concerned the child may never catch up. Already John Gustafson’s son was crawling about, getting into everything. Shouldn’t David be doing that? After all, Anna and Mary were confined at the same time.

Moreover, he worried about leaving his little family fatherless. He knew too well what growing up like that was like. Not that Onkel ever treated him like anything but his own son. Still, it wasn’t quite the same.

He rubbed his brow, trying to erase the furrows he could feel tightening. What would his father think? He tried to imagine a young Elijah looking down from heaven, watching the man he’d become. Would he approve his abandoning Anna and the children for war? Not that he had any choice of course; Dunmore had made it clear what happened to those in the militia who failed to report.

Anna laid her hand on his, loosening his solicitous grip on the reins. “You worry too much, Benjamin Weddle. We will be just fine; Martin will see to that. You just come home to us safely.” She leaned over and kissed his cheek. “We’ll be waiting for you.”

Benjamin Weddle, the only child of Elijah—who, you might remember, died at sea—left his home in Floyd County Virginia, sometime in September-1744, for what would soon be known as the Battle of Point Pleasant, an encounter between Shawnee Indians led by Cornstalk and the Virginia Militia. He left behind his wife, Anna, and three small children: Elizabeth (4), Eve (3), and David (3 m).

Controversy abounds around the battle itself. Continue reading “A Father’s Worry”

One Trunk

Elijah opened his eyes to a sea of bodies, crammed shoulder to jowl at the foot of his berth: Papa, Hans and Elizabeth, the children, behind them others he didn’t recognize. His lovely Mary held his hand, ever the vigilant nurse, her great belly nudged against his arm. The fetid smell of urine and vomit mixed with the aroma of onions and old tallow permeated the bowels of the ship. He opened his mouth to ask once more if they would take him on deck, then clamped his hand tight against his lips, choking down another wave of nausea. He locked eyes with Mary, willing her to hear his silent plea: Please, just let me feel the night, breathe in the salty breeze; I only need air—see, even the candle gutters in this fusty underworld.

“Look, darling. Broth. Come, you can manage a sip, can you not?” Her voice, like a snowflake floating in the sunshine, coaxed him back from the brink, charged him to answer.

“No. I—” His elbow jabbed her stomach as he lurched toward the bucket and the baby within kicked, reminding him of everything he would miss. I must tell Mary what she’s to do after I die, he thought.

“The baby…” His words were choked, a hoarse whisper. “Hans will take—” He’d begged his brother, before they’d left Germany, to take the child as his own if he should not make it.

Mary bent her face to his, straining to hear his words, her green eyes filled with sadness. She knew. He could taste her grief, her fear, and he reached for her hand, held it tight as if she alone could guide him to the other world. Can you smell it, Mary? Like a cold winter’s morning: sweet, sharp. The ship around him faded, replaced by the hills and brooks of his precious Schwarzwald. Home.

A tear touched his skin, hot with pain, and for a moment he thought of returning to the stale cabin where his family stood, hunched over him. But America was not his dream; it was Papa’s, and Hans Martin’s. Even his Mary fancied the promise of fortune. Their dream…

The air, Mary, feel it? I can breathe.

Elijah Weddle, like many who voyaged to America, died at sea.

In an ironic twist of fate, though, he died within miles of his journey’s end, near the inlet that would take him to the Port of Philadelphia.

Or so the legend goes. Continue reading “One Trunk”