When guessing is all you have…

When Amalie was 7-years-old she was sent to a neighboring farm to work because her family was so poor.

I found this little nugget of information tucked in my e-records for my Great-Grandmother (my father’s maternal grandmother) Thyra Amalie Martinsen JENSEN. It took me by surprise because it wasn’t tied to any supporting documentation [1], I didn’t recall adding the tidbit to my records myself, nor were there any notes of where else the info may have come from. [2]

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Mommy Dearest or Dearest Mom?

The only picture I have of Lizzie Miller, from her headstone.

A story persists in the McDowell oral history about Lizzie Martin McDowell, my paternal great-grandmother. As the story goes, she was a wicked thing, mean and abusive to both her children and her husband John as well as being generally promiscuous, having an affinity for the local male population. [1]

Poor Lizzie. Will no one defend her honor?

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When your ancestor’s name is John Smith…

Or, in my case, the Danish equivalent of John Smith: Jens Jensen, my paternal great-grandfather.

I know almost nothing about him: he came to the United States in 1900 with my great-grandmother, Thyra Amalia [1] Martinsen, and their son Oscar; by 1910 [2], he was farming in Platte, Nebraska and supporting a family of five–wife Amelia, and children Oscar (10), Johanna (7), Marie (6), and Florence (3); by 1920 he has disappeared–separated from my great-grandmother, perhaps divorced. There are stories of his drinking and squandering of money.

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Delusions of Grandeur

When I was in the 10th Grade, I had to write a research paper for history. We were given a list of Civil War topics from which to choose.

  • My choice: General Irvin McDowell
  • Why?: Because his last name was the same as mine. And wouldn’t it be cool if I was related to someone famous?

Sadly, Irvin is not my long lost 3rd-Great-Uncle or even my 1st-Cousin-4x-Removed. He was just a very unskilled Union general1.

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It’s a long way from Denmark to Hooper…

Almost 4,500 miles, to be exact. My Great-Great-Grandpa Martin Martinsen made that journey twice (three times if you count the journey from Hooper back to Denmark). He was 42 when he first set sail, six years after his wife died. His seven children followed as soon as they could afford passage.

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Daniel & the Earthquake

Daniel blew hot breath against his hands, watching it fog into the frigid night. He’d counted on a nice warm bed; instead, he shivered beneath the blanket of boughs he’d scavenged from the banks of the Wabash, wondering even now how he’d fared so poorly on today’s ride. He’d ponied horses many times between the farm and Vincennes, in worse weather than this December had to offer, but never ha he been forced to bunk down for the night. Something had these fillies agitated; even now, hobbled and free to graze, they pawed the earth as if some demon hid just under the frosted ground.

Well, one thing was certain, there was no point worrying; either Penfield would be waiting tomorrow or he wouldn’t. Best thing he could do was grab a few hours rest and start out at first light. Assuming he didn’t freeze first. He burrowed down, closed his eyes, and let Morpheus take over.

A crack of thunder jolted him upright, and he looked around befuddled, trying to make sense of the growing din around him. Thunder from a cloudless sky? No. This was wrong. He could hear water rushing and bubbling all around him, but it wasn’t rain.

A tree groaned behind him and only then did he realize the ground was alive, uncorking like a wild bronc. From habit, he reached for a fistful of mane, but only cold clay met his fingers.

No. Not a storm. Not anything he knew.

Time itself distorted while he took in the rippling ground, a veritable pond of rocks and earth, and the crescendo of wildlife giving voice to their confusion, his horses’ screams carried on the upsurge. “A great tempest rent the mountains and brake in pieces the rocks,” he said, a passage from the Bible memorized sometime in his youth, brought to mind by the brimstone burning his nostrils.

There was no safe place in this early morning Armageddon, so he huddled into himself and began to pray.

No ancestor captures my imagination quite like Daniel McDowell (and his wife, whom you haven’t yet met). Honestly, they talk to me so often that they star in their own novel*; some folks just insist on being heard. Continue reading “Daniel & the Earthquake”

Weapons, Battle Tactics, and War Medicine

Bethlehem, Pennsylvania; September 23, 1777

My Dear Mary,

I am in receipt of your letter which I Prize and am Encouraged that I am kindly remembered. At our last meeting, you asked that I Share Honestly news of the War, so it is in that Spirit that I tell you of our recent encounter with the Enemy at Brandywine Creek. Were it not war time, I could imagine us taking a Picnic to this pretty creek that winds lazily through the trees, but that is not how I shall picture it when recalling the details of our Battle.

We were deployed in mid-September to Chadd’s Ford and began construction of a lunette from logs and earth on which to place our cannons, the ford being the likely place in which to engage the Tories. I was much Grateful for the cool shade of the trees as the work was most arduous and the weather was unseasonably warm.

Quakers live all around this area, and although these Friends claim to be against warfare of all kind, their stance outside the Meetinghouse made it clear they were not Sympathetic with our Cause. Still, their womenfolk offered us fresh bread and butter at Noonday, and we were glad for it as we’d worked up quite a hunger in our labour.

We met General Howe’s forces on the morning of 11-September. Having been recently moved into Proctor’s Light Brigade, my own fighting began whilst the morning’s heavy fog made it impossible to see even those in our own Party. It had the opposite effect, however, on sound, and we spent our first hours surrounded by the eerie sound of Hessian movement around us accompanied by gunfire echoing in the mist. Near noon, we learned that another Enemy Division approached our right flank and by mid-afternoon our position was completely compromised; we had no choice but to Retreat, and under cover of Darkness made our way Safely into Chester.

Many of our Regiment was injured, but I am Happy to state that our morale remains High, despite our loss. I must also report, in the Spirit of True Honesty, that I have suffered two injuries in the battle, and now am recovering in the Goode care of the Moravians here at the Brethren’s House. I’m told that the Marquis of Layfayette is ensconced here as well; although I have not seen him, I am pleased to have such Distinguished Company in my restoration. I Beg you not to worry on my account as the injuries are not severe in their Nature: a musket ball grazed my left knee, after which it found its way to my right ankle. Surely, it was a thrifty soldier that fired on me, as even his ammunition made the most of its purchase. I expect to be Fully improved with little more than a limp to show for my injury, and soon will rejoin Captain Armstrong’s troops.

In Due time I hope to Return home in Peace & Enjoy the pleasure of your company. Until then, I Subscribe my Self your Most Devoted,

George McDowel

Part of what drives my family search…

is the need to make my ancestors real, not just a name bookended with dates and followed by a list of progeny. For me, that means trying to put myself in their shoes, and relive what they must have gone through.

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An Ulster Beginning

William McDowell c1750

William loosed the grip the wee woman had about his waist. “Mam, stop. Everyone will see.”

“And just what is the matter with that, young man? Are you ashamed to be seen hugging your mother?”

“No, Mam, but haven’t you hugged me enough?” William wriggled out of his mother’s arms, then noticed the tears staining her cheeks. “Mam, don’t cry; please don’t cry.”

She swiped a hand across her face. “I canna help it. I am never to see ye again, William. What would ye have me do, dance a jig?

“Of course not. But I’d not have ye cry either. We’ve been over this, Mam; there’s a fortune in America for those willing to work hard. Ye know I willna get that opportunity here.”

His mother nodded. Between the famine and rising rents, there was little to keep young men in Ulster. “Knowing it does not stop the tears, son. Now, kiss your mam and hug me tight enough to last a lifetime, then ye best get yourself on that ship.”

He bent down to kiss his mother’s cheek, and instead picked the tiny woman off the ground and buried his face in her shoulder. “I love you, Mam. I’ll get word to you somehow when I get settled. Dinna worry.” He set her down and turned for the ship, afraid he might lose his resolve if he lingered longer.

No point looking back; his future lay in America.

No point looking back…

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